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STAVES Like a mantra I keep returning to my sand plot, cathedral murmurs, and to rose windows lit by the first light to blush a crossing gull, and to all the days of my mind, now deeply still and tide-worn with ritual.
Since the wand of dawn a light has shimmied down trunks with pink hands to flood the forest floors with all its pink feet. With each incoming tide and streamlined as a gull on a post I stayed and wrote the words that fell from my gaze. I buoyed up every idea that sailed from sight to sound like ships that break the horizon with great whiteness or merge again with the mist.
I wait between staves for my ship to come in at a loss for life, my part of fortune, the way Scorpio's rise with her jovian jewel is hidden from northbound moss.
The longer I wait the deeper go staves in the ground, pulling down sprays of hundred year holly as I sink.
The worn away human tries to bridge from steepled woods to blobs of art himself reborn and naked in his rage,
Coastal fury lets down her cloud fall where I wait storm centered till the four geese cross, till the back riding John boaters canter their bow and heel about trailing red coolers, till it whirls overhead in a great, gray mass and it touches me with cloud.
Helicopters take my picture on survey sorties. Yes, there is cotton stuffed in the screen door, Band-Aids stuck on wounded porch screens, shot by young pelleteers. I've come in from the out going tide, backed away smooth as glass, back to glean deadwood for the fireplace, free to hang crab shells on the mantle. I am here for the final bird squabble or gull fight that surely will come when everyone else has sold out, washed to sea or gone virtual, holed up in boatels or cyber motels.
Amid the final clearing the poet tied to the land will sit clod under toe, one question on his lips: "Must the dream be over if thunder is a dream?"
The boy poet in his pew at riverside his blank verse bound together into black leather volumes walked hooded in his car coat back to his screened porch and never ventured forth again.
When the porch warped and chipped and the screens caved in, he built them up again. He sat winded, still writing illusions till old and gray convinced he was one with the power of the bay.
Jimmy's poetry table of contents copyright Jimmy Warner 2000
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